So here I sit yawning. It has been a hectic 6 months -- yes, January started off with a bang. Just not the kind I like. And I have been working myself ragged and it is sneaking up on me and I find myself yawning more than I care to.
Sleep -- aahhh. Magickal word that one. The endless parade of tasks to finish never leave me and I sometimes dream of them. Not a good sign. One should dream to heal, not to torture oneself some more. And the nights the Sandman forgets to visit are coming more often and I don't like it. Sleep, for the past 6 months, has consisted of short bursts of half-conscious tossing and turning and long bouts of frustrating wakefulness.
I wish to have time to rest and heal. My body is no longer what it was and I feel it. My mind continually strays to some black hole and there are moments when I can't even remember what word I was going to say. But I can go back to the way it was I am sure.
I wish that each cell in my body be touched by the healing energy I need so badly. I wish that loving energy reach inside me too - so that all the parts that continue to bleed from wounds I hide will be well and I can move forward confident that a long, blissful life awaits me.
your words are prose. my hands are light. sending you reiki and a wish for wishes granted along with sandman pixie dust ;]
ReplyDeleteas you wish i shall wish for you also. <3 g!
As Sharlene wishes for herself, so I wish for her also. The words you've written here sound like you need a break. I hope The Universe creates this healing time for you.
ReplyDeleteAs you wish for yourself, I wish for you also...and sleep, healing sleep.
ReplyDeleteAs you wish for yourself, so I truly wish for you also. I hope you find your magic!
ReplyDeleteAs you wish for yourself, I wish for you
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